I NEED MONEY BAD.

Seeing old friends really makes me think about the past and I don't know if this is a good or bad thing. I know everything really is, at is core, positive and is only going to help me learn and improve myself but nostalgia is really so warped. I have been thinking about last year a lot lately and missing it even though I know I have never been as ( Read more... )

i am trying to make realistic goals for myself, because that always feel very good. I am hoping to get a realiable source of income within the next two months so I can save up for my big trip to Argentina in June, which is coming more and more likely each day. I hope I can improve my Spanish enough while in Argentina so I will not have to take ( Read more... )

Estoy intentando encontrarse que lo quien soy, todavía.

Es la verdad, echo de menos las cosas que odiaba y no lo sé las razones que han cambiados, actualmente, pienso que he cambiado pero no lo sé cuándo o por qué o cómo. Solamente tengo que aceptarlo. Pero hacerlo es más difícil que pensarlo. Siento como estoy corriendo en círculos y no hay nadie ponga ayúdame y también, no hay nada que yo ponga. ( Read more... )

I've just realized ( Read more... )

i hate never being able to get away from bennington. i hate running into people who know people who know people who went there. i hate skipping my italian class and then running into my italian professor in williamstown which just happened five minutes ago. for such a small school, you sure do get around, bennington. and it's fucking annoying, ( Read more... )

uhhmm ( Read more... )

Another weekend has gone by. I'm sitting here, writing in lj and procrastinating starting my temendous amount of Chemistry work, which is a typical Sunday night for me. Taking breaks every fifteen minutes or so, walking into the common room and smoking a cigarette or two to save my sanity. However, I have none so I am trying to scramble ( Read more... )

How easy it is to forget death when it is not around. Death doesn’t get any easier. I still fight it in this moment, almost choking on my tears. This is why ( Read more... )