la verdad es que no puedo crecer, y por eso no puedo olvidar este diario. supongo que no sea problema, pero quizá será algo asá algún día. no sé . . . bueno, es divertido leer todo que dije hace años. me di cuenta que yo no entendía nada en aquel entonces, pero en realidad no entiendo mucho más todavía . . . chau, amigos, si leen esooooooo.

september always changes things. it's a month of uncertainty, excitement, a short of foreshadowing of the next school/social year. i never know how to react to the shortening of days, the cold crisp air you feel when you step outside in the mid-morning sun. there's a transience in september which is unseen anywhere else ( Read more... )

Lavorare e lavorare e lavorare e non vivere la tua vita. E perché? Devi lavorare per convincerti che puoi viverla dopo. Questo è la bugia più grande della mia vita ( Read more... )

i don't really know how to publicly talk about my life anymore, but it's getting close to the one year anniversary of the death of my grandfather, who was and continues to be the one person who has influenced me the most. i've done a lot this past year--i've seen a lot, i've thought a lot, changed a lot, and i wish he were still here to talk to ( Read more... )

No es una disculpa, sino la explicación ( Read more... )

non voglio vivere come sto vivendo. sono stanca stanca stanca degli sbagli che faccio. molto stanca. qualcuno deve fare qualcosa adesso perché è chiaro chiaro che non lo faccio.

è patetico, vero?

dunque, domani è un'altro giorno. le cose stanno cambiando, e stanno cominciando domani.

Well, ive made it to italy fine. I hated the plane ride and only got over jet lag about four or five days ago ( Read more... )

"A girl died in 1933 by a homicidal murderer. He buried her in the ground when she was still alive. The murdered chanted, "Toma sota balcu" as he buried her. Now that you have read the chant, you will meet this little girl. In the middle of the night she will be on your ceiling. She will suffocate you like she was suffocated. If you post this, she ( Read more... )

esto es lo mejor de todo.
esto es divinamente.
esto es la verdad.

para siempre.

yo había olvidado eso hace algunos años.

it's been a long time and the truth is it's all because i'm very, very confused about what's happened the past two months and how i feel about it all and where i'm going. cameron had a baby, a week later my grandfather died, and i'm starting to understand, or at least accept, the cycle of life better. there just comes a time for it all ( Read more... )