because its not a fairytale

[_schoolnight]

i shouldn't even be talking like this, but whatever. its how i feel

Comments

[gogolexapro]

well, you can always come hang out with me. and if i did it, you can do it. stay positive. my mom taught me this thing called HALT. She said dont ever make any decision when you're Hurt Angry Lonely or Tired. You sound just like me when I was pregnant and even after I had peyton "i cant do this anymore because". DONT...under any circumstances even let thoughts like that eat at you. You'll resent everything and when i look back, everything i missed when i was pregnant or couldnt go out, it wasnt worth it anyway. your true friends will be there. even some people you never really hung out will surprise you because you're at a point in your life that they can relate to. its all about growing up. you've gotten plenty of partying out of your system. peytons dad would drag me all over the place, and to shows and im be sick and throwing up outside and he'd say "we're not leaving"...or if he wanted to go out and i couldn't, then he would. and that hurt me and made me mad and made staying at home seem alot worse than it was. bottom line is, no

[cruisecontrol_]

aww Sam I hate to say it but Josh doesn't have a baby in his belly so hes going to keep doing what hes doing... at least for a while until it becomes more real for him, and you can't let that stress you out because you my dear are a sacred vessel. i know this may all seem wrong place, wrong time, wrong everything... but i just want you to know how proud i am of you for being so strong. I'm sure Josh will come around but if he doesn't this baby is going to have one superb mother and like 15 aunts who love him/her. If you ever need to escape we'll have two extra beds and many non alcoholic activities planned and ready.

[whadupdawg]

these ladies are right. if things don't work out with you and josh it will still work out with you and your baby. It's gonna be a beautiful little child that is gonna poop, pee, cry and stress you the fuck out whether or not your a single momma. your gonna rock it as a mom and i suppose your first lesson is sacrifice. your going to have to sacrifice a lot in order for this little life to work out, and josh better realize that. if he can't than he is just gonna be one of those things you'll have to give up. but i have faith in him, he loves the shit out of you, so don't worry about it. Because there aint shit you can do right now. I LOVVEEE YOU!

[saraaahwild]

baby girl. I know your stressin... you're young and havin a baby. but you have to make josh realize that you're not pregnant alone and you didn't do it by yourself. for now though, let him get all this partying out of his system and lay it down that when the baby comes its not gonna be like that. he wont leave you stranded as far as the baby. he was raised better than that and wants to be a better father than his was to him... believe me. i don't know about yalls relationship but don't stress about being a single mom. stress isn't good for you, esp right now. keep your head up boo, i love you!

[_schoolnight]

thankyou, to every single one of you guys. i am offcially 2 months preg as of yesterday.....and i wrote this in a time of serious, serious doubt and stress and all kinds of emotional things going on. but aside from the daily morning sickness....im so happy about my situation. and josh and i will be fine. i just know it. and ive got faith and thats enough to get me through. LOVE YOU ALL.