im going to try and handle this with as much decorum as possible im going to be a big girl and shake your hand im going to pretend that none of this meant anything at all until time replaces the admiration i felt for you with simplicity. im going to burn it all down im going to be fine.
last night everything exploded i can't do this anymore whats worse is that you don't even deserve an explanation of why actually thats not true you do deserve an explanation but i think you can prolly figure it out on your own so why bother?