Thank you all of you who have been there for me in the past week and a half mainly rob he has helped me so much even when he is going through his own problems i love you so much rob and never foget that

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She put him out like the burning end of a midnight cigareyte, she broke his heart he spent his whole life trying to forget we watched him drink his pain away a little at a time but he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind until the night he put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger he finally drank away her memory life is ( Read more... )

My Life right now is a big waste of time. I cant trust my friends, if they really are my friends. Im sick of being here in this gay ass state i want to go to rome with calli shes leaving next week i still have a few days to convince my mom. .. I just want to go back to tow days befor the fourth of july that was the best i wont say why it just was ( Read more... )

so my day consisted of cleaning all day then going to practice Seeing KITTIE/COREY AND RYAN. comeing home then makeing Kool-Aid , and I love the 90's is on again tonight i get to watch it, then im hoping to get in a few more chapters in my book then sleeping if im lucky.

okay im sorry i cant be perfect its not who i am, but what i am is a Fourteen year old girl who is not ready for commitment, i cant believe im saying this because a Fourteen year old girl shouldnt have to say things like this i should still be the girl next door who is too young for you ( Read more... )

Today was jeffs party i went there with sara then stacy asked me to babysit megan and spencer so me and sara a babysitting and to me this is better then being at jeffs party, tomorrow is sunday and all day i ahve nothing to do i guess ill go see stephaine , she got into a car accident today, im gunna go play with the kids and sara because shes ( Read more... )

Today was boring woke up watched peter pan with sara went to practice which i hate but love, came home, went for a run that i didnt want to do, took a shower that was nice, calli and matt came over one of them sent soemthing to kyle he got mad but maybe he didnt i dont know, had some food which i didnt like but ate it anyway, read a book that i ( Read more... )

I hate summer i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!! i like not haveing school but i miss my freinds mostly corey i love that kid and during the summer i never get to see him!!!! today was bad i wokr up, went for a run, took a shower, sat around until my brother came homw , made him gaive me a ride to saras, come home from saras, went to dinner with my ( Read more... )

So today was the first day of practice and i hate it so much!!! my dad said i could quit but i told him no becuse he already paid for it.wow im dumb!!! i know i hate it but i keep going back to it... why oh why is my brain so F.U.C.K.E.D?someone please tell me what is wrong with me... alright i ahev to go now because i have a life this summer.....