i mean really. what is this anyway? is this my life? i love it. i had fun. but i swear this is some stupidshit. what happened? when will it be over? why is ithappenign now?

i dunno. i cant decide what to do.
i misshaving something to myself.

it's kinda screwed up how i feel about my life right now ( Read more... )

leadership isn't what it used to be ( Read more... )

i dont know but i like this.
my head hurts so bad my eyes could bleed. my hands are cramped. the tv's on at the same time the music is. my phones always trying to die.

my throat hurts. i have to pee. and it's just been an all around bad day.

i wanna go eat at CRRRAAAAAAAAAAAZZy.

i'm eating too much.
i'm soooooo over this.

BLEH!

so much to do.

can i say that theres something wrong with this place? i got time just to waste ( Read more... )

so my dad just called to see if i was going to be at their house for my grandmothers birthday party ( Read more... )

something just bothered me much much more than it should ( Read more... )

i'm tired and sick of it all again ( Read more... )

so you can't blog too much in one night i decided.

i'm really fucked up. hah. only because i'm not though. i feel relief. is that strange? i think it is.

now that i know i've got my friends i'm not even like fucked up about it. really... not at all. it's so weird.

i really have nothing to say anymore. thought i did. but i don't at all. waste.

today was lonnng.
lindsey and i cleaned the house some more.
i <3 bffs ( Read more... )