its been so long since ive updated. things are great. brooks awesome. he's getting so big. i got him a Tball set for easter so he's been having so much fun with that. and hes been going with his dad alot which is cooli guess.. it would be alot cooler if that jerk would pay my ass ( Read more... )

Dear ipod, I love you

Saves the day, nfg, alk3, get up kids, juliana theory..... So far just on shuffle. Ur amazing

wow has it really been a month since ive updated? sheesh ( Read more... )

Brookyln alexander is officially 3 years today ( Read more... )

halloween was awesome! brook looked so cute and he had so much fun trick or treating. he was scared of some stuff but for the most part he was awesome. he tried to go in a lot of peoples houses and he tried to buy a lot of decorations off people hahaha but he loved it ( Read more... )

so we went to the strip club. i got three lapdances ( Read more... )

so i just got back from az (last night) it was AMAZING. exactly what the doctor ordered. i wish doctor could write plane tickets instead of perscriptions. people would be much better off if they just had vacations sometimes ( Read more... )

Getting my foot tattooed. Totally sucks asshole. I like work a lot more these days. Ainsley got a job (wooot) super excited about that. I want my promotion like yesterday. I want to buy a car and move out. I don't appreciate when boys play games. I wish they would understand from ourside how much it really hurts. And its just fucking annoying. ( Read more... )

the worst kind of fight is the one where the other person doesnt fight back. when you're yelling and youre upset but there is no response.

the result, feeling like an idiot. deleting everything. anxiety. regret.

moving on.

.I've read 7 books in the last two weeks.
.My boyfriend broke up with me, strung me along, and thne made it official by deleting me off facebook without warning.
.Went to court last week for paternity testing.
.Going to see claudia in AZ soon.
.Going off the deep end.