i read my old livejournal today, that i had way before this one. in 2003. that was...crazy. it's so funny the things that i cared about, the things that upset me, the things i thought i would be doing at this point in my life, how much crap i put up with from certain people, the people that i hung out with that i didn't even remember. seriously ( Read more... )

i cant get this freaking song out of my head. it's stupid.

if we'd only stayed together, i might not have fallen apart
the words you said destroyed my planet
i stall before i start anything at all

all i want for you to be is happy or something
i guess anything is better than the time you spent
hoping i'd get it sorted out

i had a dream last night that i saw dan. he was sitting someplace and i passed in a car full of my friends. somehow, since we were in a dream, the car was moving slow enough that we could make complete eye contact, and both turned our heads to hold it as i drove away ( Read more... )

I am so easily frustrated with everyone these days.  Maybe it's time for a change, or at least a vacation (somebody buy me a plane ticket to new orleans).  Maybe it's time for everyone (myself included) to grow the fuck up ( Read more... )

Wish me luck I know you think I'll need it
For all the hardest roads we have to walk alone
And you don't have to tell me that you love me
For all the words I've never understood - I know, I know
The wind that blows from here to California
Never stops to turn and wonder why it goes
And you don't have to tell me when you're leaving
For all the plans ( Read more... )

i can not deal with people being sad anymore.
i'm ridiculously tired of hearing the same problem over and over again, back and forth, every single day.

make a decision. stick to it.
i am sick of seeing the "disconnected and pouty because i'm so internally conflicted" face.

either way you go, i'd still kill for what you have.

and these nights i get high just from breathing -
when i lie here with you, i'm sure that i'm real,
like that firework over the freeway.
i could stay here all day, but that's not how you feel.
what did i do that you can't seem to want me?
and why do we lie here and whisper goodbyes?
where can i go that your pictures won't haunt me?
what makes it so easy ( Read more... )

this week is going so quickly, and i feel like i'm getting a lot done! and, slowly but surely, catching up on rest ( Read more... )

you never like to be the girl who leaves the bar crying ( Read more... )

i think things are back to the way before with antonio. which is good? or bad ( Read more... )