It has been years since I last posted in my journal. So much as changed. About 2 months after I posted last, I broke up with David only for a small amount of time (10 hours). After that it was fine. Around August I started talking to Rob again. I started to get confused and lead to, me almost breaking up with David again. But luckily I caught ( Read more... )

Saturday night my old friend Ashley came over my house. It was quite nice because I honestly forgot how it felt to have female companions. So since everything was getting better about starting to have friends again that I was happier with David ( Read more... )

I fill like the biggest loser yet. I failed my math class, i'm carless for the time being and I feel like...just blah. I am taking my medicine again, hoping it will help with everything I have been feeling lately. It feels like I'm a butterfly trapped in a coccon. I dunno why ( Read more... )

I KNOW THIS IS SHALLOW BUT IF MY HAIR FALLS OUT; I AM GOING TO DIE!

So this guy i work with stopped me before walking in asking me if i wanna sell my car to him. I wasnt sure because i hadnt talked to michael about it. he said go for it and make sure to have a back up car. i said, i possibly could buy moms car... i went to kelley's blue book and my car valued at 3100, i was gonna try to sell it for 2500... and buy ( Read more... )

I am in big trouble ( Read more... )

Awful...I cried

Nothing much of anything happened to me to be juicy enough to read although Mark Anthony Jackson Jr gave me his disease, so I spent a whole week being miserably sick. I pretty much sold my ferrets (I hope anyways), I live with mom again. I signed my summer contract at metro-college today. I have to stay at UPS until September something but it'll ( Read more... )

I have some big news and it concerns David and I. We have a newcomer, we were expecting to tell everyone the news sunday but plans didnt fall through... we found out yesterday and guess what!! We got a dog. He is so precious. His name is Nettle. He is a beagle mix. such a sweet doggie.

I love David. I really do. He is awesome. He really is. I think back how past relationships dont even come close. We talk. We like some of the same stuff. He's not ashamed to take me around his friends. His friends are my friends. I would do anything for him. He does things for me. He cares about the true Carrie thats inside. He knows how I am a ( Read more... )