I've never had this feeling before. This "one step forward and two steps back" feeling. I was always like go go go, achieve achieve achieve. And now I'm not going and achieving. It feels horrible.

I hate causing negative feelings for people. And I'm doing it way too much.

Wow. Its been quite the weekend. Travelled to Gainesville for a visit with the lovely Andi and had a good time until about 4 am Sunday morning. Met some cool people (Varden and Zartman = awesome names right?). Hey Andi, did I ever give Varden his hat back? I dont remember giving it back, but I dont have it. Do you ( Read more... )

I am joining Andi in her quest to bring back the LJ. When I have something exciting to post, I vow to do so.

Love all.

Yep.

Casey got here at like 12:45 maybe, and we just laid in bed all day, until like 6:45. We slept, we kissed, we talked, we wrestled. It was just so fun. And then we went to Panera and then came back here to hang out until 9:45 when he left. It was so wonderful and relaxing and just ahhhh.

Ahh love love love.

a more perfect fall because when I looked up into your eyes it didn't hurt at all.

Okay, so it still hurt. But it doesn't anymore.

Yeah, do that.

to try to stay sane. I cant keep my mind off it though.

Not the water paints, the other thing.

my period. its been going for like 11 days with no signs of stopping. whats the deal. i just want it to stop by tomorrow night. thats all i want. is that so much to ask?