Here I sit. Where am I going? What am I going to do ( Read more... )

My life is so good.

Going to get my mom from the airport at one.

I have a cat laying on me purring and licking my hand. It's a nice crisp 57 degrees outside. My lover is asleep in our bed.

This is how it should have been for so long. But maybe I had to deal with the shit to see how beautiful it is.

I realized that I haven't posted in a while. Maybe because I used to use this as an outlet to express my misery and now I find I am not miserable at all ( Read more... )

It all came crashing inward.

Came together.

Finally.

It's completely and utterly strange to finally feel at home somewhere. All of my life when I was growing up in Florida I felt out of place, like I should be somewhere else. I would dream of moving far away and starting a new life. Everything seemed different and better. Most of the time my mind wandered to this. I just wanted to get away ( Read more... )

How many of you have been on a ferry ( Read more... )

So you know how you're with a friend (for me boyfriend) and you go to a party and no one really talks to people they don't know for the most part? They all keep to themselves and its really awkward for you because you don't really know anyone so you just keep to your friend that you came with.. Well most of my experiences in FL were like this. BUT ( Read more... )

I now feel like I can die because I have seen what I've wanted to see ( Read more... )

So I got the job I was after in Seattle.

If all goes according to plan (which it most likely will) I will be leaving May 31st.
If not then, sooner.

BYE SARASOTA!
I FUCKING HATE YOU!
(I meant as a whole. There are several specific people whom I do not loathe.)

$2,500 in the Seattle fund (my savings account). Needed : $5,000.

HALFWAY THERE!