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lyle is in VT for the weekend. i miss him. (but) i hung out with mike barry last night and he was drunk and i was not. we went to some random person's house and sat around and everyone drank. i stayed with mike the whole night. there is just something- there. its just there. but for now, i want that to just stay right where it is. HA HA. i babysat ( Read more... )

this has been the most stressful week so far. it's only wednesday. liz took me to the DMV because she is an angel and i got a copy of my license for the insurance forms for my car, which evidently, CAN be fixed. then i spent most of the night at nathan's house. we bought candy and watched the stupidest shows. i have never been more tired, in a sort ( Read more... )

i got into a car crash yesterday. it was pretty sweet. i love rainy days and slippery roads and skidding and hearing the sound of metal crunch along the pavement and sitting in shock, wondering where the fuck my front end went. i suck at life and should give up at this point ( Read more... )

fall out boy was amazing. pete wentz licked his bass from top to bottom ( Read more... )

ashlyn gets her license today which is really exciting for her, so im glad, but it also means she needs me less. i got probably ten calls last night from people at carlos apostle's and alex avila's wondering where i was. i was babysitting. sweeeeeet. at least i made $40, and im doing the same thing tonight. so: no social life this weekend? check. ( Read more... )

PLEASECOMEPLEASECOMEPLEASECOMEPLEASECOMEPLEASECOME:

PIEBALD with Avoid One Thing and TBA

The 4th Annual Holiday Concert

Friday, December 17th @ 7:30 pm at Old Andover Town Hall

Tickets are $12- ***two dollars off with one NEW unwrapped unopened toy for Toys for Tots***

Tickets: www.andoveryouthservices.com or you can ask me and I can get you some ( Read more... )

"wow. sorry i tried. sorry i love you."

dont give me that. dont throw that at me. that only feels like a kick to the stomach. this journal is my ups and downs (so saves the day; well, how appropriate. isn't that what you thought you were doing?) it is never the in betweens. there are no in betweens when it comes to you and me. every entry is a ( Read more... )

this feels like a movie. this isnt real. this isnt happening. i didnt just lose my best friend. i didnt just let her go. why did i even just call her that. she doesnt deserve that title. that should be reserved for the friends who keep your secrets, not spill them. that is for the ones who want to see you rise, not fall. who do not create your end ( Read more... )

this never comes easy to me anymore. the ink has been drying in mid-air. but don't get any ideas like this is all your fault. i won't lose a night of sleep over you. i have become far too attatched to endless hours spent beneath my covers trying to hide from everything i used to kill for. my habits are growing tired of me. they, too, are looking ( Read more... )