I have a boyfriend again, his name is Elijah ( Read more... )

Everyone says love hurts; when actually love dosent hurt. Love didnt leave you for some other girl, nor did it cheat on you, nor did it break your heart. So stop blaming love for once, && start blaming the asshole that treated you like shit && gave you up

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!

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♥

I made Justin cry.
Because I moved on.
& he can't be happy for me.
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I wish he could be happy that for once... I'm doing something for MYSELF... instead of everyone else.
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I will still miss him though...

But Jayson is amazing!
I'm really falling in love with him. =]

Sooo summer?
GREAT!
Jayson?
AMAZING!
Justin?
WANTS ME BACK!

This whole juggling two guys thing... isn't as easy as it used to be.
This time I'm actually in love with one... and trying to be with the other.

I think...
I should quit.
and stay with Jayson.

But Justin and I spent so long together.
AHHHH

HELP?

NO!
He can't want me back now.
Not now...
Why not 2 weeks ago?
Why do it at all?
I won't go back.

It's to late.
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Yesturday was amazing.
It all getting a trillion times better.
Tonight I gotta work.
Did the ACT today AGAIN.
Tonight... first night of SUMMER '07!
With this totally amazing boy who I couldn't imagine not having!

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♥

Today = the happiest I've been in like 7 months.

It all working out.

& I've got the most amazing people around me!

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I got a dog.
I'm single.
I'm going 4-wheeling for my first time tomorrow.
I'm happy.

I love to wake up in the morning and hear the rain.
It makes my morning wonderful.
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