Have I really changed at all ( Read more... )

I am living back in south city. Randi is my roommate once again.

I've been sad-facing around for the past week or so.
It's getting so old but the feeling is still so there.

I'm not going to be in the Quad Cities for awhile I've got a feeling.

i bought stuff to make dinner.
someone else is doing it.
this pissed me off.

living in kirkwood with mike, things are going well.
need to do homework. thinking about going out.
my life feels boring.
I feel a nice saucy haircut could fix a lot of things,
also a new pair of everyday shoes.

last night I had a dream about jackie p. she came from NY to visit me and got a job at target and everyone loved her ( Read more... )

Brian makes me nauseous.

I don't know why I fell in love with him.
what a mess, going on dates with boys I wish were him.
...we've been through this shit before.

going out drinking isn't what it used to be.

last time i'll see sam for months and months. i cried during our goodbye at mangia.
i hope she cares as much as i do.

brian and i are okay. still in love i am i am.

mike moves home next month. looking forward to a bff.

randi is in the other room.

randall starts his job in july. i'm very happy. i feel less stressed.

this summer is going by so

bummed.
stayed out until 8am.
slept really late.
feel sad.

had a great weekend.
hugs and hugs.