the question is, can i make it there ( Read more... )

i am such a boring person, its really pathetic ( Read more... )

my chinese food was not as satisfying as i had hoped it would be ( Read more... )

i had a nice couple months where i was a happy normal person but now im back to my mopey state again. im not to happy about it. this next week wont be good, but the week after should be quite nice, bronwen will be home for spring break and i'll on mine as well, plus florida on the 20th to look forward to. but making it there wont be the best i dont ( Read more... )

watching while i "garden" i.e. work on my type project. i did a last night, b-d this morning, and e and f since ive been home from work. i figure let me get the letters done as fast as i can, than i can do the acoutriments ( Read more... )

im always so tired by the end of the day ( Read more... )

didnt post last night because i didnt feel like it, which isnt to usual for me, but eh. ive been fairly off for the past few days, but understandably so i guess. ended up spending the night at my parents house on sunday...did i mention that when i posted the other night? dont remember. went to shul on monday morning before materials, i really dont ( Read more... )

ooooh, exciting. and on my own computer no less ( Read more... )

im ready to be blunt about it just because i dont know how to deal with it otherwise ( Read more... )

i really didnt think i could feel any lower after last night.

but i raised my fucking hopes just that little tiny bit more, and now that ive been driven right into the ground im completely devistated.

i dont know if there ever was anything there, but now i dont even care.

but i do care.

help.