i called him and i just shouldnt have bothered. i understand that he's busy, i knew that he would be. but i still have managed to disappoint myself extraordinarily. i dont know what i expected out of any of this, if i even expected anything, but right now i just feel stupid for letting my gaurd down at all. i just wish he would just let me know ( Read more... )

ive a terribly lazy person and i dont care.

why am i never motivated to work like ever ( Read more... )

today was fairly relaxing but overall pretty boring. went to bed early last night so i got up early this morning, at 9:30. i hate getting up early. we got up before 7 to go skiing yesterday. god yesterday feels like forever ago already. i wasnt very descriptive yesterday, i was too beat. on saturday night alex picked me up at work, where we had ( Read more... )

had a lot of fun. for funny quotes look at mike's lj. for pictures, go here: http://photobucket.com/albums/v636/_smallworld/skiing/Read more... )

wake up. phone calls, aim conversation. car ride, quality time. delaware. charcoal pit, french fries dipped in milkshakes. vaio for dad, new toy for me, home to play. jason mraz, crossword puzzles. full house, news, catnap. walk, cold, work. busy! broken caller id, gossip, yelled at chester chester... marc a surprise. sibling chat, quick slice, off ( Read more... )

days all blend together. i havent been getting enough sleep ( Read more... )

its no longer possible to hate materials more than i already do. so you know by now that its a bad way to start any day. today was no exception ( Read more... )

gotta love it when i leave my apartment at 9 am and dont come back until almost 11 pm ( Read more... )

i hate this weather, its terrible. and what did i do? went out and walked around in the rain taking pictures. thanks again mike i really appreciated it, i didnt want to be walking around all alone ( Read more... )