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[_sometimesnj]

i cannot miss what i never really had.

i refuse to fight for relationships, people, things, etc, that will not fight for me. (will not, would not, could not, did not, can not, whatthefuckever.) i deserve better.

i cannot be a contraction in the life/relationship of someone else. it is not fair to any involved.

the only people i need in my life are the

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[pleasepunctuate]

Western Mass has only stolen me since my friends refuse to visit. I have invited numerous times. Are you guys ever actually going to come here?

[_sometimesnj]

pry TM from victoria, convince maloney to come along, and then maybe it will happen!

[pleasepunctuate]

It's okay, I have quit thinking that you guys will actually come to visit. It's the thought that counts, right?

[_sometimesnj]

no, its not just the thought. i tried to plan a weekend last semester and tm + maloney bailed! you're my friend, but it is just too captain awkward to drive out there and have dinner or something with you and your fiancee + cat!
work on TM and i will be the wheels?

[2telluthetruth]

jenny i <3 you. and <3 seeing you 2 out of the 7 days a week.

come visit more!

[myislandnights]

hey you, i am so happy for you,
because this wasn't one of those posts that was like blah blah my life is sunshine and roses, but it was one of those posts where you just really sound like you are doing well. I'm glad.

Also, I realized that you gave nicknames to a lot of your friends in this (I think, right?) but before then I was just like what? Ky Warming? Oy.

Hah. You're crazy. stay in touch will ya?
<3 F

[_sometimesnj]

dearest f-bomb,
WHEN IS YOUR SPRING BREAK? also- i am actually going to be home for the summer... will you? i miss shooting the shit on the island and driving all the way around because i'm too cheap to pay the bridge toll.

also- i actually might really be doing well this time. which also makes me glad. strange how things work out, huh?

ky are initials, so the warming is just a nice touch haha. miss you frances, and generally at the strangest times. like, i'll be having trouble adding two numbers together or something and i will think I WISH FRAN WERE HERE.

keeping your nose clean over in the windy city?

[nuttmeg]

I am excited for you and Emma. It will be good for you two to spend some time together. I feel like I've lost you both. Please hang on to each other.

[_sometimesnj]

two things:
1. you didn't lose me, you left me. operative verb here makes it your choice. even the word left is a little presumptuous considering how you never really left doug in all of this. but you know what i mean.
b. i don't know what happened with you and emma but i don't doubt that it was a choice or something that could be changed meg. she was your best friend.

it makes me angry to know that you are unhappy with the way things are but you are too scared/comfortable/apathetic/whathaveyou to change it. it drives me up a wall, which is why i no longer can watch it. if you want your friendship with emma back, make an effort or something. i don't want this to be a mean message but sometimes i really wish you would look at your life and actually DO something about it.

just remember, you made all of the choices. you could have been coming with. it's your life meg. and you chose how you wanted it to play out, and it didn't include me or emma.