so i don't think about it for a while, and then something random will pop into my head and then i get really upset and agitated all of a sudden. i've been trying not to read the newspaper, or read online articles, but i also still want to know what happened. shelly was right- don't read the comments on articles. in fact, there was an entire opinion ( Read more... )

june, and back to square one. but hey, now i know.

november... and still happy!


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I am quite happy with most of my life right now.


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two nights ago i really missed falling asleep with her.
it sucked.

i can't say that i understand it myself.

i cannot miss what i never really had.

i refuse to fight for relationships, people, things, etc, that will not fight for me. (will not, would not, could not, did not, can not, whatthefuckever.) i deserve better.

i cannot be a contraction in the life/relationship of someone else. it is not fair to any involved.

the only people i need in my life are the ( Read more... )

My mother wanted him to make the big gesture.

What's the big gesture?

You know, "I'll quit for you. I'll stay home for you, darling."

But he didn't.

Because... Well, people don't really do that, do they?

(nope.)

i just dont get it.
( women. )

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