something rather important occurred to me today, and i think it is something i should share. starting today, things are going to be different. and not in that im-really-drunk-and-i-swear-im-going-to-change way. its bigger than that. something is not working right now in my life, and instead of accepting that, i am going to change it. im not unhappy ( Read more... )

today was a (huge motherfucking whopper of a) bad day.
so stop reading here.

i missed my morning class, and then didnt get the job at my interview. i sat alone in the caf (which usually doesnt bother me) but this time it did because i really needed a hug. i checked michaelas room but she wasnt there. so i abandoned the hug quest because i didnt ( Read more... )

OH WHAT A NIGHT.

i have no other words right now. oh allston... thank you allene.

today i had my first ever college lit class, and i do say i think it was fate that we discussed sonny's blues by baldwin. today was probably the busiest day ive had here at emmanuel. you dont even want to know. but i feel great. i feel fucking great. and i loved my lit class, even though i just found out i have a quiz next week. and i fixed forums ( Read more... )

last night was good. i havent felt that good in a while. thanks to michaela for having a birthday and liking my present (HAPPY FREAKIN BIRTHDAY MIC), the party kids for playing the canadian game, the drunk/stoned kids from downstairs for entertaining, lita and steena for being random, and yoshi for being awesome and me OWNING everyone. victims: ( Read more... )

there is so much and so little to do. and i have too many pictures to waste just to see the product of one day. i feel too freaking emo right now, and i have so many pages left to turn. the best way to sum it up is done beautifully by sam brown. im not lj-cutting. deal.
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i have it in writing, my car is going to boston with me. yessss ( Read more... )

dear doctors of medicine,
please stop making me worse. i mean seriously. the drugs you gave me got me more sick, and didnt cure up the initial issue. i blame you. read the fucking manual or something. go back to school. and stop ruining my break. okay thanks.
yours in anger and frustration,
the infamous, perpetually ill jennifer

p.s. dear god ( Read more... )

ROAD TRIP LIKE WHOAAAA.
aww shiiiit kids, lets try it again. its up to CT for the day, and lets hope we get there and back without any more troubles. remember what happened last time?? lets hope for the best. headed up to see dave (?) and michelle... mostly for the ride though. rossi behind the wheel, me in shotty, and terry and gwen riding bitch ( Read more... )

im a terrible girlfriend, and i have come to accept this. something is wrong with me, i know. but i blew tim off tonight because i was having fun with the girls and didnt feel like not making out with tim tonight. because im sick and im not infecting anyone else. the girls, being nicole regine and kris. which was then amplified to julie, kim(?), ( Read more... )