last night i had a wonderful night ( Read more... )

ding. im done.

in need of a drunken soldier and a tums dispenser.
'

someone to fix my jeans.. and dry my ears out.
..

and several october house parties.
dont tell your mom that i told you.

siren and merman hahah kat and des. HAAHAHAHAHA

janis janis janis i didnt eat my rotten banana. gotta pack. leaving on a jet minivan. through the mountains. if you want a postcard. let me know i need addresses. i need dirty dresses ( Read more... )

i played my first "show" ever tonight..if you want to call it that.
i have a headache
it went well.

i miss you, jill.

the decling health of my aunt is probably prompting a trip to louisiana within the next week.

i feel fucking fucked up over this.

like a fucking failure.

boredom boredom
listless
restless
gone to ft. myers
back
speed balling?
speed train?
speed eating.
but not.
too tired but too wired to get up.
this shit sucks.

she said that it's been really hard to deal with her for the past few months.
it's been really hard to deal with myself
for the
past
six
months.
bedrooms rearrange and hearts engage but mostly our own thoughts kill us.

oh.. today sucks majorly

anyone want to kidnapp me tonight?