ITS SUMMER!

and im bored as hell

everythings numb. senses. stiffness of joints. i cant see or feel anything now. gone, she left, why?you knew, now im alone.

lately its been kinda, blah. schools out, summer is as hot as hell, and im home alone everyday so it sucks. Baseball (baberuth) is STILL going on, which sucks because i want to lose today so it gets over with.

whoever said my last entry was gay, then say your name, because i want to beat your ass...

Life. the squandering and humble. the pompous bitchiness of human nature. advertizing and tv has us to believe that we'll all be movie stars, rock gods, millionare, so we work jobs we hate to buy shit we dont need. narcotics are the end of society. inject this. snort this. take this pill it will make you feel better. bullshit. substitutions. you ( Read more... )

have updated in a while. made base(ball). Coachie is Finmans dad. and asst. coachie is benis's dad. i hope i play 1st mostly, or center. yea so enough sports talk. got all A's cept one B+ in espanol. so life is ok. a little confusing. gay me mag, gay position paper, gay childrens book. all to do in like one weekend. my status is still the same, ( Read more... )

overall today was pretty good. nothing REALLY good happend, but i made someone that was having a bad day feel better (cammy) and that is always good, because it makes you feel better. and i know that especially you girls (at least i think) like it when guys are sympathetic and try really hard (which i always to) to cheer you up, because a smile is ( Read more... )

friday, i was bored. so i went over emmas and hung out w/ her leeann and courtney. then we were gonna go to the soccer game, and movie after, but couldnt find a ride home fromt he movie so we just skipped the game and went to the movie. saw the ring 2, ali, dave, joey (sexy), and emily were there, i sat next to ali most of the time and she was my ( Read more... )

"...afterwards ask her what her favorite peice was, dont just stare at her lips, or picture her naked. LISTEN, so you can actually have a decent reasponse instead of just saying 'you have nice lips' "- hitch ( Read more... )

today....nothing.yesterday did my ENTIRE lewis and clark project, i think lewis is gay, friday night i went the Chucky McMichael residents with volz, and then we hiked on down to courtneys house, then we went to coreys english football game i tihnk they won. i felt cool because i had coreys cell phone and i felt cool. then we stayed up till 430 ( Read more... )