It is already 3:59 AM and I am still up. I can't sleep. I have too many things on my mind. Such as what happened today. Today was so fucked up. It still is no matter what. Another thing to get over...*sigh*. I woke up around 2:00 AM and realized my love wasn't on the phone anymore. After that, I wasn't able to sleep anymore. And because of that, I ( Read more... )

I have not used my Lj in the longest time. I think i need to pay it some attention...NOW. Everything has been very sketchy with Nataly and I lately. Stuff that i assure you will come up in the future...Trust me. We make up to break up. Literally. I hate how things get at times. I can't complain right now because she has been very sweet to me lately ( Read more... )

I'm falling down. The talk my sister, Nataly and I had yesterday is breaking me into pieces.

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My dad left yesterday because my mom kicked him out. I have a weird feeling that he's not coming back. I felt really odd last night knowing that he wasn't here, so I was left wondering where he was sleeping on account of nobody else will worry. I really hope he comes back soon. Anyways, I've been feeling a little sick lately. I feel the urge to go ( Read more... )

So here I am. I was thrown up and down and ended up writing on this journal that I abandoned nearly 2 months ago. I will keep my LJ though. I feel...blank, empty...etc. I suppose it's because of the song I am listening to. Forgetting the sadness that is overtaking me, I am at school. I sort of hate my BCIS class but it's nothing new. I feel like I' ( Read more... )

Love to me is much more than killing yourself after it ends. I have come to realize that if Nataly were to ever leave me *god forbid*...tat I would be able to go on living a good life. Why would i want to forget my memories with her in the blink of a gun? I don't think i'd want to deprive myself of the serenity of being in love. I'd want to go on ( Read more... )

"Loving you is like a song i replay, every three minutes and thirty seconds of every day."

I have not written on here in ages. I didn't forget about my Live Journal, just that i have been busy. Busy with life, and its downs. Not much has occured. Nataly and I have put many things at stake. Mostly our relationship, but with a problem, comes a ray of ( Read more... )

For ya'll losers that would like to attend a kick ass partay, this is the way to go!
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Gah...homecoming...dress...stress ( Read more... )