everyone i know minus one person who doesnt even live in south florida cares enough and is supportive enough

the rest of you are selfish and inconsiderate

and im fucking tired of it all

so as the drum beats

ill soon be gone

so the corporations have won this battle ( Read more... )

since im on this self destruct mode of god knows what, i might as well spare facebook the troubles and come back to dear old friend lj.

in recent days of losing my mind for my job

i came across two poems that hit close to home for me.

-Epigram Engraved on the Collar of a Dog
Which i Gave to His Royal Highness by Alexander Pope (1688-1744)
I am his ( Read more... )

i dont belong here anymore
this place is for children
and im moving on

This is where i hope to be living in Austin with tom.
$800 2 BR 2 bath furnished apt, west campus (2502 Leon St (close to 24th and lamar)) (map)

looking to sublet a 2 bedroom 2 bath, apt is fully furnished, each room has connecting bathroom with walk in closet full size bed frame and mattress, desk, and set of shelves. one bedroom includes a ( Read more... )

is breaking down again

cant sleep
cant think
cant stay on top
cant stop these thoughts
cant begin to answer
the questions i want to ask

we gave our liberties up ( Read more... )

i fucking hate being back home ( Read more... )

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!

FUCK!

GOD FUCKING DAMNIT!

well my plan of getting a salary job just fucking fell through, cant afford the training. so i was told a lie, like always, always a lie to fill in the truth. that my fucking parents, like always, have dropped the ball.

fresh market....here i come

i love it when my expectations and hopes are ( Read more... )