It’s a brush fire spreading feeding as it moves
And it’s a disappeared glacier it’s an airborne flu
It’s your disbelieving eyes locked in concrete miles
It’s your yawning conscious and your lawyers smile
It’s an occupied country foaming at the mouth
It’s no smoking gun, no mushroom cloud
It’s a military mother with a buoyant hell
And it’s a flag ( Read more... )

I'm still down here.

Drowning in caffeine.
Carbonated and caustic.
I'm scared to death of my TV.
Ninety thousand screens over sixty cycle hum.
High definition projection of the horrible things I've done.
You aren't the bastards of young.
You aren't the sad troubadours troubled by modern love.
I am the troubled sometimes, living out a b-side...
No ( Read more... )

it only makes sense, if the world is alive and considered in itself a living entity, it would go through the basic three steps of life. birth, growth, death ( Read more... )

i like using this website because it saves me money and it saves paper which helps the environment ;) so i let the haters hate on me. i like hearing my name anyways.

what ive done with my life thus far
6 years straightedge, but i broke after depression/stress made it pretty damn clear that it wasnt smart for me to exclude things that could help
5 ( Read more... )

honestly, these fevers have to stop reoccurring so frequently
im sweating like a hooker laying on a bed of nails
its gross

god damn it fucking stings when your mom is borrowing $500 from you to pay the light bills
oh which is all the money i have left
back to being broke again
:(

water plant salary job here i come....

I don't want to make amends.
I just want to make a mess.

i dont know why but it seems like its been taking a longer time for me to get into new music, lately. new so many dynamos is slowwly growin on me, so is polar bear club, and maybe that b-sides modest mouse album that just came out....havnt come to a veridct on taking back sunday,

time for pie ( Read more... )

my moms dad died yesterday at 2:53 pm. he was 87. he outlive all his family memebers, even his brothers kids. i learned everything about tools, fishing, cars, boats, space shuttles, airplanes, and the navy from him. i wish i could have gotten to know him better. his grand father was John W. Griggs who was one of the attorneys general for president ( Read more... )

gotta learn to live with regret

fuck this flu shit
this week has sucked
except for the bolthouse farm drinks
its been nothing but the c-boost, the tall bottle
tomorrow im switching it to the green machine
time to get some solid vegetables in my system
fuck this flue shit