i can't remember the last time i had a true friend. or a good boyfriend, for that matter. or even someone who truly cared about me. he says he does, but really, obviously he doesn't. but that's not the point ( Read more... )

i am seriously ready to call life quits and just go die somewhere. and for what? why am i so depressed? no reason, really. i'm fucking losing it.

and the scariest part of all was...it didn't even hurt.

so i got on the LOADED on a monday night. me and amanda. we bought a 26"er" of Smirnoff Vanilla Twist and a flask of tequila...between us. it was only a 20 dollar drunk! first time i ever tried tequila before. and it fucking took me out. i was loaded in no time playing fuck up. holy sweet honourable. the plan was to get so drunk i couldn't walk, ( Read more... )

so here i am ( Read more... )

it's so hard to stay calm and be alone and wait for that person whose gonna see me as "the one" when i had that one...and i let him slip away ( Read more... )

do you ever set life goals for yourself?? haha! i'm such a nerd. but that's okay. well, they're kind of short term...does that still mean they could be life goals? bah. just thinking a lot lately ( Read more... )

it seems that God takes from us those that deserve most to be here. the ones that people will miss the most . . . the true angels that were sent here only to bestow good upon all they know. but that, it seems, must be the explanation for it. they truly are angels, and now it must be time for God to take them back into heaven. Nikki, she will be ( Read more... )

how did you know, though? what would make you think that i didn't, when all along you were telling me i'm just that kind of person who would jump at such an opportunity ( Read more... )

Well, it seems we're one ( Read more... )

Well...I don't really know what to say ( Read more... )