does anyone even read this anymore?

My heart is heavy tonight. My dad was over today and I could see how much his lymph nodes have swollen in the past few days. The tiny veins in his face were accentuated by the swelling. It breaks my heart. He starts his chemo next week. It's going to be the bad stuff that makes him really sick and lose all of his hair. I don't want my kids to have ( Read more... )

My dad found out yesterday that his cancer has returned. He has mantle cell non-hodgkins lymphoma. I don't really know what all of those words mean, other than it's a really aggressive type of lymphoma. It's hard to get rid of, it's hard to make it stay away. He was originally diagnosed with it in December of 2009. I was pregnant with the twins. My ( Read more... )

I don't even know if anyone reads this anymore, but I feel like I need to get things off my chest. My Maw Maw just died a few days ago. I'm taking it a lot harder than I thought I would. We were pretty close. And as I think about it, I realize she is the first person I've actually been close to that's died. I've been sad about other family members ( Read more... )

So, here I am again. It hasn't been a year since my last post, so I'm making progress ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't posted anything in a year. Lots has been going on, so I guess I'll update. Plus, everybody else is doing, I might as well do it too ( Read more... )

so, here i am again ( Read more... )

 everything is alright now.

 so i finally decide to be his girlfriend after he asked me about a hundred times. now he won't really talk to me. wtf? i don't get it. i didn't do anything differently than i did before i said i'd be his girlfriend ( Read more... )

 for those of you who care, i win.
i get another point for me because i told my prospective boyfriend that i don't like the way he kisses and what i didn't like about it. and guess what. now he kisses better.