somebody call the wambulance, i'm doing it again!

[_starchild_]

i'm 32 weeks pregnant and i don't think it's really sunk in yet that i'm going to have another child. it's hard to think about for some reason. maybe that's the result of not really telling anyone or talking about it for so long. the mother of a high school friend called last night and talked to my mom for a while. she told her that i'm pregnant

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[hrimcealde]

congrats on the potty training--i know what that's like! It's good he's already potty-trained, since most boys don't get fully potty trained until they are three years old.

and haydn is probably a little bit jealous of the baby; and he can probably tell that you are tense and upset, and therefore gets tense and upset, making you more tense and upset. Two-year-olds are great at driving you out of your mind.

are you going to let him go to the ultrasound? because you don't have to if you don't want to. you're the one carrying the baby around, after all.

[_starchild_]

i really don't know what to do about the whole situation with him because i don't want him around. period. i never want to see him again, let alone share raising a child with him. but, i feel obligated to let him be involved because he's the father and he wants to be. i get scared and worried just thinking about it. then i tell myself it won't be that bad. but i'm confused about everything and it's driving me crazy!