I am 20 years old and I feel older than anyone I know. I am ready for my life to begin. I am ready to stop hating myself. I never really realized that i hate myself until my sister told me that she prays everynight for me to love myself. I don't want to die I want to live. I want to be happy. My whole life i have never been anyones favorite ( Read more... )

Well it has been a lifetime since I have last written in this journal. So much has happened I don't know where to begin. Well, Jeff is in jail and my heart is broken for him. He could be in there from anywhere to a year to a lifetime. I am scared for him. I go and visit everytime I have a chance ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't written in a while. I recently saw Jeff. He was visiting his cousin in Tampa and i went and saw him. When we saw each other it was like we had never even been apart for a day. I enjoyed it because it felt comfortable. But it has brought all this new drama. Today he was accusing me of being with someone and he said that he ( Read more... )

Yesterday was GREAT!!! Kim Britt and I all went swimming and out to eat in Mexico. It was a fun day ( Read more... )

well i am a little disappointed in myself! i fell into the whole online journal thing. Oh well, hopefully it will be my therapy ( Read more... )

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