i woke up at 8:40 to make the bus for my 9am class, but i decided not to go. if i would have gone, i would have been about 100 yards away from the building where the shootings took place. here is the recap of the entire event i pieced together from news coverage and friend's there ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm in college special ed ( Read more... )

so my mom called and told we've been supenaled or whatever its called where you've been called into court and you have to be there to testify. i didn't really think i'd have to go to court for it. it's kind-of annoying because it's in the middle of the week and i'm going to have to drive 10 hours as well as miss 2 days of school. not to mention ( Read more... )

so today i was cashing a check in the bank when 3 men with fucking pistols and ski masks come in shouting. i begin to laugh as i think its a joke (how cliche' of me to do), my mom starts to skuttle out the door, and then i see their pistols and i look at her like she's fucking crazy, trying to run away from 3 guys with guns in the room. one of ( Read more... )

hahah...im going fucking insane here. anytime i get a crush on a cute girl and start talking to her almost daily i start overanalyzing every move i make. i am such a fool to do so but i cant help it. i havent really given anyone (and by anyone i really mean myself) a chance in the last 3 years because i do this shit everytime i even consider the ( Read more... )

i think it's time i left to go back to school. this break has been amazing, but i definitely need to prep myself for this semester because it is my last chance to not be a fuckup. there's a whole bunch of stuff i need to take care of before next tuesday, and MD is quickly becoming tiring and stagnant. i really enjoyed seeing everyone again, and ( Read more... )

ON MY WAY TO CHARLOTTE, NC FOR NEW YEARS BYE!!

i am sleepy and cranky. i slept on a floor last night and my phone was sleeping too and the battery went completely dead. today is recouperation day...even though i didnt really do anything yesterday. i had that little 24 hour virus ( Read more... )

tony's 5 part holiday tour ( Read more... )

i have finally arrived back home and the feeling is reviving and it is toxic. there is and always will be in this area the most drama my life will see. but at least people acknowledge here that they're ALIVE...that they FEEL...even if its pain, even if it sucks. at school, everyone has the same lame and fake personalities. no one is really ( Read more... )