I never want to get up this early again. It's 6:30 in the morning and i'm at work and i've been here for an hour and a half. Who in their right mind would wake up at 5 to come work out. There are just no words..

In other news, I finally have a positive outlook on almost everything. Finally. It only took me a god damn 2 months haha. I'm done with ( Read more... )

so it's been a long fuckin time ( Read more... )

in case i haven't said this recently...

i hate my life.

graduation cant come soon enough.

and it's not fair. and i'm so sick of saying that. over the course of highschool i have not yet, not ever, experienced a relationship with a male specimen, that i have been envolved with, that has ended up in a positive friendly way. and i'm beginning to realize that it must be me ( Read more... )

I'd be happy to die for a taste of what Angel had
someone to live for, unafraid to say I Love You.
-RENT

caution: a very girlish, rant -

well folks, tomorrow is the day. February 14th, the date that most single and unhappy females cringe at. and you know how i'll be spending it ( Read more... )

so i guess i can say that so far, the year 2006 sucks. This past month has not been productive at all. and of course ( Read more... )

so yeah.

i think one of the worst feelings ever is realizing that he really doesnt like you as much as he says he does.
along with realizing there are no lucky charms left.

dear diary,

mood: apathetic

my life is just spiriling downwards.

no but seriously...

i need to change everything about me. the way i have been lately is nothing short of disgustingly depressing. i started biting my nails again like its my job and eating. i miss feeling awesome and saying "i am lauren fucking clark, hear me fucking roar." i need ( Read more... )

For Jen and Maggie -
Today, i was cleaning my room and i came across my old CD's. I popped in this blank CD. I have come across the lakehouse mix of when i ran away and the 3 of us went to the lakehouse. John Mayer, Saves the Day, Blindmelon, The Steve Miller Band, and of course...CHER ( Read more... )