Have I mentioned lately that I have NO idea what I'm doing with my life? I have a million ideas per second, and none of them seem to get past the planning stage. I suspect that I may actually be going crazy, very slowly ( Read more... )

Apparently I don't exist while the Yankee game is on. Therefore, I get to update ( Read more... )

So I'm a bartender now, I guess. That's all I seem to be doing. Certainly not acting lately. I'm a bartender... and someone's girlfriend. That's 2 things I needed before to make my life complete... but now that I have those 2 things... everything else is missing. I miss my old friends. I miss belonging somewhere and making a difference. I ( Read more... )

Work tonight, and then my cousin Kenya's wedding on Saturday in Maryland. So I bought these black strappy shoes with a killer heel to match my very Spanish-flavored sexy dress, and tomorrow night I will be on the way to relative-land. Most likely, I'll never wear the shoes OR the dress ever again, but sometimes it's necessary for a girl to spend ( Read more... )

Fuck him. I don't need this shit.

"Why are so many unexpressive in love, but highly expressive in anger?"
--Stephy Wasserman

I want to go on vacation someplace. It doesn't even have to be far away, or expensive. It could even just be a random road trip to nowhere, I really don't care. I just need to get away ( Read more... )

So my best friends hate me and I worked 3 nights in a row at the bar Thursday-Saturday last weekend. That's all that's really new. I don't know what to do about the Mike and Moises deal, because I think that whatever I do they'll still hate me. I think it's unfair to hate someone because they started dating someone and are happy, particularly if ( Read more... )

Well it's certainly been a long time since I last had occasion to update, but here I am. I will try to sum up my life at the moment neatly, for whoever decides to read this... if they're out there at all ( Read more... )

I just had a thought. If I had continued going to college, I would be going into my Junior year right now. I would be a Junior in college. That's not only crazy, but a little depressing. I guess I had this crazy idea that not being in college would give me kind of a jump on auditioning and stuff, and that I would at least be circulating some ( Read more... )

You know what I really love? Clean laundry. It's the best thing ever. When you have clean sheets, and clean clothes, and your room is just that much less messy... fantastic. That kind of stuff is so under-rated. That, and having food in the house; food that you want to eat, and isn't difficult to make. I really appreciate stuff like that. ( Read more... )