Not a whole bunch of stuff going on for today. My Grandparents are in for the week, which is nuts. They're staying with us, so I'm hoping to not be home very often. They're amusing in small doses, but after spending some time with them, one finds oneself in search of a straight-razor, yearning to slit one's wrists. Or a bottle of prescription ( Read more... )

I just wrote this whole long entry, and then my computer shut down and now it's gone. GRRRR ( Read more... )

Televised Comedy Sketch, Take 3 ( Read more... )

I like inner peace. And cigarettes give me inner peace. I don't know how, or why... or why I let myself start smoking... but I've given up all of my other unhealthy vices, so I've gotta have something apparently. Why is it always the things that are so bad for you which feel so good? The fact that I've been smoking lately makes me THE biggest ( Read more... )

Strangely empty tonight. Kind of like, I could be any person in the world and it wouldn't make one bit of difference. It's all so very insignificant. People running around, chasing things, never having any idea if they're right or wrong; if something is good and worthwhile or not. It all just boils down to luck. It's like when you come to a ( Read more... )

I don't want to wonder ( Read more... )

Another relationship officially over. And he was more of an asshole than I ever thought. I'm recovering quickly. Henceforth, I will only date people who show an active interest in me. It isn't worth it to put in so much work, just to get back "I lied, I really don't like you that much. And I'm fucking around with a few other girls besides you ( Read more... )

Just updating really quick before I jump in the shower. Getting ready for class tonight, which I'm really not looking forward to. I haven't memorized the poem that I was supposed to memorize, and I also haven't picked up the Spoon River Anthology... all not good things. Then of course, tonight I'm going to see *you know who* and we're going to ( Read more... )

7:00am Thursday morning, and my head is pounding. No sleep last night. Stranger things have happened, but somehow this one's got me floored for the past 2 weeks. I need you to come find me. Every bone in my body aches for you, whether I want to admit it or not. This thing inside my head is eating me up, pushing me on until I can see you... ( Read more... )

REALLY crazy day today. I missed my bus, and magically, my dad calls to see what I'm doing. So I asked for a ride to the train station, and he says sure ( Read more... )