I never knew I could mess up this bad. I never knew I could be this selfish. And stupid. I never knew not having one person could make my whole world come crashing down. I've never been any more sorry. But I'venever been so late either.


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Wow. These past two days have been AMAZINGGGGGGG!

Dinner last night with his parents and my parents = picture perfect.

After that teh rentals said i can for sure go to prom with him. Schwing!! So i was extrmemely psyched about the parents and teh guy situation yesterday...

then I woke up today to my mom saying i didn't have to go in until 4th ( Read more... )

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq
• You must tell 34 people about this game.
• jake is the one that you love.
• nj is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about dan.
• jess is the one who knows you very well.
• jodie is your lucky star.
• let it be is the song that matches with jake.
• crazy game of poker is the song for nj.
• you don't know me is the song ( Read more... )

I used to go through this kind of stuff and have a mental breakdown. Nothing left to live for.  Sometimes I still catch myself in those moments...but I try to shove them out of my mind. No matter how I'd look at it I'd never be able to see that there just might be a light at the end of the tunnel. Sometimes all I wanted was to give in. I thought I ( Read more... )

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(9:28:11 PM): haha jen you're just smelling too much of that perfume
(9:28:26 PM): could be but it smells sooooo good
(9:28:38 PM): it does smell pretty good tho
(9:28:42 PM): but it only smells good when im clean
(9:29:04 PM): hmm..

(9:22:26 PM): jodie called me a slut hahaha
(9:22:50 PM): ooo
 (9:22:51 PM): burned
 (9:22:56 PM): you're gonna be ( Read more... )

Today was by far the most bittersweet day of my entire life.

First off, I got the deepest paper cut I've ever had in my life. But that's a very petty thing compared to spinning out right in front of my neighbors, then got my car stuck in a ditch, and to top it all of got pulled over.

I'm so pissed off that I got pulled over because I saw him in ( Read more... )

saweeet nite! bball game was awesum. totally clobbered 'em!! hangin wit jess was sweet, 2. yay. i'm pooped.

p.s-jess-i'm sooo sorry.