i did soem research, I find it strikingly odd that my birthday is that same as the majority of people in the UK...well in the UK tehre are more b-days on feb26th then ive seen anywhere else and another thing kicking my brain is that my last name being Manchester and all.... and i always think im british.... i feel british....is it all coincidence? ( Read more... )

hello all right now is the beginning of my 17th birthday now dance a bow before me!!!!!!...not really but if u do i will feel better, im still feeling a bit sick, i coughed up a chunk of Phlegm Mucus Blood about the size of my index finger, NOT A PRETTY SIGHT! but i feel a lil bit better since the incedent, my ring that came with Lindsey's now fits ( Read more... )

well lets see its one more day til my birthday WHEEE!!!! ill be 17 tomorrow wooop! heh i shouldnt be acting this excited though, cuz im sick as hell.... my whole body fucking hurts im hot as hell damn fevers you thought i meant looks wise :-p my throat hurts like a bitch i cant eat anything but jello, it feels like someone has a voodoo doll of me ( Read more... )

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well today was nothing much out of the ordinary accept when lindsey went to work and told reyna to get ready to go with her, reyna said no and wouldnt agree at all so she stayed here, well we got back and they were fishing in the pool (so cute i took pics) and then i went back to my room, reyna came back a bit later to get her jacket with Amanda, ( Read more... )

yesterday was an odd day but great all in itself, Lindsey's daughter Reyna was to come up but because of the snow her mom called and said she wasnt coming wich pissed lindsey off to know end (im serious "Hell hath no fury as lindsey when she doesnt get to see her daughter") so lindsey ran out in the snow for a walk with basicly just house clothes ( Read more... )

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I am meant to be alone,i am to be with no one, i am to be without a significant other, i am to be my one, i am one,alone,without,to miss,william must mean "singular",I am pathetic, im a loser, but if i am not myself then none of these apply

well i got ahold of Lindsay finally she added me back on her LJ buddies hurray! my mind is a clutter of what good can happen and what bad, as normal its more bad then good, i feel partly that my relationship with Lindsey is a lie.... maybe thats just cuz its a kind of relationship im not used to at all, im not used to having someone that is ( Read more... )