well as some of you may know me and my ex girlfriend katie got back together and she came over this weekend and stayed saturday night and most of sunday night/monday morning with me and we watched Hedwig and the angry inch, heh had lots of sex, she made me a CD hehehe *tear* it is great, and we talked alot and i tried on one of her shirts, it made ( Read more... )

im scared...i have found something out and i wont believe it til i hear it from her

no i havent died ive just been away, ive noticed that no matter how much i want to say im fine... im reall not...i feel that im trapped, trapped inside my mind, i dont control my body...its almost like i feel possessed, i can only see whats going on, and i have no control over it and im constantly tearing at the walls of my mind to be free... but ( Read more... )

The Good Ship Lifestyle ( Read more... )

Blue ocean waters at foot ( Read more... )

lets start out with how the day went the time for song of the day WOOP! something new im going to start is song of the day and i will be listning to that song when i do an entry and i will put the lyrics in the Journal soo yay ( Read more... )

you make me feel like i am nothing,as i try to make you feel like everything,you show me the cold shoulder,when i just want you to look at my heart,you say your just another picture,but to me your a work of art,you say your not happy,should i feel bad for being happy, for being with somone i love? why wont she just open up to me?will she never ( Read more... )

what am i going to do..... Lindsey said she doesnt want to be with me anymore she left me all of these messages when i was asleep and i read them now what am i supposed to do? I dont want to lose her she is my essence of life,my pulse,my breath, all i can do is sit here and cry listening to HIM what am i supposed to do??? is this the way my whole ( Read more... )

There was a time ( Read more... )