I undertake a great many things, without ever actually doing anything ( Read more... )

April 8th I gave this shit up? April 8th was probably the last time I thought about livejournal. It's been nice living without it. Fucking life. Why do we bother trying to spell out our lives on the net? So we can choose the right words to get the right reactions out of the right people? Fuck you all. What ever happened to paper and binding? Why ( Read more... )

Sooooo in case anyone was wondering, my livejournal has been pretty officially abandoned....my website is much much cooler and more versatile so I'll be operating out of that blog from now on, as well as posting remarkable glorious websitey stuff. It is NOT to be missed ( Read more... )

Excitement builds as the day nears that we leave for London. Browsing the street markets, touring the tower, taking horses out in Hyde park, raiding the pubs, and dancing our way through Soho and Chinatown- we're at the end of our ropes as far as excitement goes. 19 days left. Lindsey and Grace and I are packed and repacked and unpacked and ready ( Read more... )

I should tell you how it's done. How I secure the things I want so readily, how I manage my world and everyone and everything within it. I should tell you what I do to myself and to others- convincing myself that I have feelings that I don't, convincing myselfto stay, convincing myself to flee. I am superb. I know what I'm doing and convince myself ( Read more... )

I dont think I'll ever stop having dreams about him. He still drives me crazy and I never even see him anymore...I wonder how his life is now, in the real world. Last I heard he's apprenticing. Saw him on his birthday from across the bar and couldn't keep my eyes off of him, too many vicious bastards around to say a word. I miss him so much, he ( Read more... )

Sitting in class ( Read more... )

i feel awesome
last night was so much fun
my boyfriend is hilarious
he likes my friends
his friends dont like me
they'll get over it
impromptu party superb
gloriously shiny aftershocks of drunkeness
yay life
yay friends
yay cassi
yay nick
yay steven
yay lurch
yay ians
yay buddha
yay tony danza
yay god

FSSSSSSSSSSHUIFHRIUGFGHFDSOIUGHOIUTEWIREUGFGUIFVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
(^me squeaking)

****happy****
**sigh**
Sean
amazing

Tim, Jessica: GET MYSPACES ( Read more... )