i think i'm in love ♥

today i had probation at 9AM. it went better than i thought. i figured i would get yelled at again for something i didn't do, go home crying, call my mom crying hysterically explaining what happened, and her getting pissed off and calling him and bitching at him. that's what usually happens every wednesday morning. but not today, he didn't accuse ( Read more... )

damn. i just now woke up. i'm so lazy. . .

my best friend, Jessica, keeps calling me. i just don't feel like talking to her for some reason. but i can't tell her that because she'll get all shitty with me because i don't feel like talking to her and we're best friend, practically sisters. she takes things the wrong way. i just want to be left ( Read more... )

my drug and alcohol class tonight was pretty amusing. we were talking about meth. we watched a pretty crazy video and i heard some funny/fucked up stories about what happened to these people while on meththis one kid was driving and he thought there was this kid standing in front of his car that used to tease him a lot or something. so he chased ( Read more... )

today is my ex-boyfriend, tyler's, birthday. he's 19. today would have also been our 1 year anniversary. he was a great guy, but.. it just didn't work out. he tried to control me too much and tell i couldn't do certain things, but he was allowed to do them himself. i didn't quite understand that and it frustrated me. so i got rid of him :)

tonight ( Read more... )

"Cold" - CrossfadeLooking back at me I see ( Read more... )

today pretty muched sucked a big one. i didn't really do anything. didn't feel like doing anything. i've felt like shit all day. i couldn't really sleep last night. i have been going through some pretty bad withdrawls again. i hate it. i wake up like every 30 minutes and it takes forever for me to get back to sleep. so about 10 this morning, i gave ( Read more... )

i went to see the movie "the village". it was a pretty good movie until the end. if they would change the end, it would be a pretty awesome movie ( Read more... )

today i'm going swimming up at the lake with my best friend, Jess. it's going to be fun. can't wait to check out all the hot guys up there.. hehe. :p

now i'm about to go get some chinese food from my favorite place. ttyl <3

i want to go see the new movie "the village" tomorrow. . .