kenny called me right after i laid down to take a nap. our conversation:

phone rings
me: hello?
kenny: yo robin
me: yo kenny
kenny: you sleepin?
me: yeah, sorta.
kenny: you feelin any better?
me: a little bit.
kenny: can you do me a favor?
me: it depends; what is it?
kenny: drive me around town to get job applications
me: i thought you were on ( Read more... )

i got woken up by a phone call today. it was from my friend, Heidi, wondering if i wanted to buy these shrooms from her. of course i had to tell her no because of probation. she said they don't show up in piss tests, but i don't wanna take any chances of her being wrong and me getting in trouble for it. she was kinda disappointed because she needed ( Read more... )

here are 2 poems that my baby, Joey, wrote for me:

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thank you so much ohpistol for helping me with my journal. i love you so much! <3 you rock. :p

i've been sick all day. first, it started with i couldn't breathe.. which i figured was from smoking. then it got worse and i kept coughing and it hurt. so i took a nap. i woke up with a 102 temperature. my whole body ached. i felt like i was gonna puke. so i just laid there forever because i couldnt get back to sleep. BUT i'm feeling a little ( Read more... )

i, Robin, am going insane. yes i am. i have no idea why but i am. i've just been so shitty with everyone. i don't wanna talk to anyone. not even my own boyfriend. he just pisses me off. i just want to be left alone. i keep getting these crazy thoughts. i can't sleep at night. i wake up like every hour freaking out. i keep having the same weird ass ( Read more... )

i'm so bored. . . so i changed the colors on my journal again. i like it.

i think school starts in eight days. that's not good. i dropped out so i wouldn't have to go to that damn place anymore. i think i'm going somewhere else though. i'll find out tomorrow morning at probation. i'm praying that i won't have to be there all day and that i'll ( Read more... )

OMFG. I'M SO HAPPY. THIS MORNING AT 4:20AM JOEY FINALLY ASKED ME OUT. <33333333333 I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. WE'RE GOING TO BE TOGETHER FOREVER <3

didn't update yesterday. my best friend, Jessica, came over here and stayed the night last night. we just chilled and stuff. cruised around looking for guys. chilled with our stoner friend, Mike, for a little while. then he got bored and wanted to get drunk and it was like almost time for me to go home so i couldn't get drunk with him. :[ i was so ( Read more... )

i just woke up from a nap. its 11 at night. oops. ;x

today i took my grandma to ohio to get lottery tickets and beer for my grandpa. i live in indiana and the ohio border is like 10 minutes away from me. then we came back and took her to the grocery store and the bank. i got $20 out of this. sweet. :D ( Read more... )