"you're the reason i would stay in this god forsaken city"

in so many words her response

"there's no point for you to stay then, just leave."

columbia here i come.

tomo ( Read more... )

the curtain falls
the actors bow
the crowd applauds for such
a wonderful performance
and i'm still sitting in my seat
after everyone is gone
it was never real
i have to stop pretending
i need to realize
its just a fictional character
you're an up and comer kid
a rising star
such a wonderful performance

I had four of the best days ever with shelley ( Read more... )

I never feel comfortable in any situation ever...

and i can't remember the last time i did.

I will no longer begin any entry with ( Read more... )

Its been an eventful two days I guess ( Read more... )

I guess I'm going to start writing in this thing again. I've started so many entries with something to that effect, it always seems that I want to start doing this again when I have something that is upsetting me. And that something always seems stupid and childish a few months down the road when I look back through my entries ( Read more... )

and like that it all came crashing.

i'm watching my best friend die a little more each day and there's nothing i can do about it.