Yeah, so def haven't written in this thing for awhile...

Well anyways, so far senior year has been pretty nice. with a few exceptions. I kinda hate my schedule :( but I'll get over it, second semester is better anyways!! haha Um, so I like my classes except for Spanish, its just too much for me. And basically I just can't wait until everything ( Read more... )

umm so basically summer is over. wooah, cannot believe I just said that.
my life starting tomorrow is being taken over by the academy. ugh.
I cannot believe I just said THAT.
I think I'll enjoy my senior year though and hope its like my best year of high school.
Wow. I'm a senior...

So I'm kinda excited. Is that like normal? Who wants school to start? ( Read more... )

I miss my aau team<3
We went out to dinner tonight and I just miss everyone (who I don't usually see) because we all get along sooo well!! and I just miss it & basketballlllll. Unfortunately a couple people couldnt come but hopefully I'll be seeing them soon anywayss!! Um basically I wish basketball wasnt over yet :(

I've decided to post some ( Read more... )

Seriously, who gets a cold during summer?!? ughh. sore throats & stuffy noses suckkk!!

Well soccer started on Wednesday and ooh boy has it been wonderful so far :-/ haha This could be a looooooong season, but I'm gonna try to be as positive as possible!! (since it is my last year playing, like EVER!!!) So yeahh. Umm super sore from all the running ( Read more... )

I hate writing entries like this...

I don't like feeling as though I don't fit in, it scares me. I haven't felt like this in awhile, but tonight kinda confirmed it for me. Everyone has at least ONE other person they can turn to and I don't :-/  I mean it felt like they didn't want me there tonight and yes I admit I wasn't the happiest person ( Read more... )

"There are some things from our high school experiences that we will carry with us for the rest of our lives and some memories that we chose to forget. But when we look back at those experiences, we'll see our friends, the ones who got us through everything, and we'll realize how lucky we are to have them."

I kinda stole that quote from Kaitlin, ( Read more... )

Oh boy. Things are starting to get crazy, lots of things to do in soooo little time. ughh, I can't even start to think about all the craziness this year brings, but of course its mostly good things!! Senior Year... wow. These past three years seemed to fly by. I mean I can remember freshman year and boy have things changed. From who I was friends ( Read more... )

For once, I'm really at a loss for words. I don't even know where to begin or what to say....

Umm... so lately I've been doing alot of thinking, just about random things and I've realized that I worry too much. and about stupid things too. I wish that the little things didnt bother me, but I guess its just who I am. I need to have a more "care-free ( Read more... )

So I've decided to post some pictures from the past couple nights... enjoy!!

( picturesss<3 )

Everything is so confusing. I don't kno what to do or how to act. 
People are changing too and its beginning to scare me...
I don't want to fall into this trap just because I want to fit in, maybe I just don't fit in anymore :-/
In a sense I feel, "left out"?
I just wish things would go back to how they used to be... normal.
But I guess nothing is ( Read more... )