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sunday did a bikini contest.... sat doin a wet tee, im wylin out.... i miss truly havin someone just for me but i know i cant cuz im leavin soon. i got my prom pix, they're HAWT!!!! wow 4 real though im a sexi bitch..

Tim is back in (Iraq i cried so much at the airport.. i dunno. prom sucked cuz of family drama and shit. plus i didntwana b with my date. i wish tim coulda took me. thats ok cuz the score is 3 to 3 now... lol. 5 months left for me so.... im not crshin on ne1 anymore its all about me, no one else... i don't care anymore... sorry guys,.... and girls

im an idiot. ok so nick showed back up last nite. i want him to take me to prom. it was "dirty work wednesday" on z104... so i had them ask him to prom for me.. his mom answered and they put him out there on the lack of finances shit. i don't care, i'd pay for it.... I REALLY REALLY CARE. i almost cried when i saw him last night after not hearin ( Read more... )

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why the hell am i awake? i dunno, slept on the couch, bettys staying for a couple days. we're prolly going to get an apt. then shes going to get a better job. my neck hurts. Pats sooo sweet! he even called me his gf when he was talkin to katrina, as kim g says "im claimed" lol. its a good feeling toknow someone cares, truly. i know my meggie cares ( Read more... )

Wow okay so... James is cool and all but idk im just not feeling it. however, Pat likes me and is really cool. he asked me out... i said yes, hope james doesnt get mad. meg approved pat. he's more my type than james was. pat's more aggresive and chivalrous..lol..good word.. chivalry is attractive...too bad guys think its out dated.. he opens doors ( Read more... )

every time i see your face, i want to cry. not because of your beauty, not because you're ugly, not because i hate you, not because of our love, just BECAUSE. everyday is a new challenge, a new fear, a new obstacle. boys/girls come and go.. but not you. You'll never be gone, always in my heart and a phonecall away, forever. I won't let you go, ever ( Read more... )