i took a cat nap today. i set the alarm for 3:50 so i'd have time to dress and put a little make up on before i was expected to go out at 4:30. and when the alarm went off, instead of leaning over quickly to hit the snooze button, i reached that way for my cell phone.

Why do some of the most innocent, pleasant things rub me in the most unjustly, abrasive ways?

Gabe
167 IQ
Makes funny faces after he sips wine.
Cuddles awkwardly.
Reads Time magazine cover to cover ( Read more... )

i feared i'd come back to this place.

you have no idea how many times i've wanted to steal you.

i hate this. i fucking hate this. my eyes sting, i don't think ive ever shed so many tears in my life. it's just not fair. im trying to be strong for you while im struggling to be strong with my own thoughts. she can't die. she just can't.

no.

i fucking hate cancer...

you know, when im with liz, she brings out this person in me that i love ( Read more... )

The only way to truly know what you have is to lose it; and after that you are kind of fucked.

so, i guess this is the start of something new.