im pretty much never able to update, so dont expect much from me in the near future.

no offense to those who love this kinda stuff, but it seems to me now quite 'square-ish'. i dont need to journalize my thoughts. if anyone ever cares what i have to say il let them have it. besides, im actually quite busy.

have a windy next couple of months.

"hope ya got a big truck, cuz im puttin' my bike in it!" 40-yr. old virgin

things are way messed up here right now. defintely not comfortable talking about it on here, but major stuff went down. so yay for mondays! i need to get out of here and occupy my time.

we went to best buy this weekend, i got mozart symphonies nos 40&41, 4-disk set of johnny cash, and a screen protector for my psp. i gota go get my pointless ( Read more... )

long day, ive been ridiculously busy. tuesday was my first day at jams and it was way fun. i got to hang out with steve, stephanie, ryan, and theres a few other people who work there. im pretty syked but i have a lot  going on right now and im not sure if i can keep it all. so far its work on mon, tue, and wed, mentoring on wed(maybe mon), and the ( Read more... )

my break was stupendous. to make it short, sweet, and summarized, let me list the highlites:

10)  got off a week before everyone else

9) went to great wolf lodge which had an indoor waterpark

8) got awesome gifts and a wad of money

7) had fun with a bunch of chill people

6) feel completely rejuvinated

5) spent loads of time with the fam

4) tuned ( Read more... )

im such a mess. i dont know what i would do if christmas wasnt coming. its just that there is so much crap going on at my house, and my grades before i leave. i need this break, but it sucks because i dont want to have to deal with this during the holidays and its like its not really even my problem, but i have to put up with it because everyones ( Read more... )

going to cranberry today to blast all of my shopping.

i really need to find/get a tuner and get my upright and electric back in shape because its kind of depressing me in a way. theyre just sitting there, and its like the beatles song "as my guitar gently weeps".

1 more bitter week. i wonder if il make it.

i know its ridiculous but i needed to change. this one is better for no reason at all.

exactly the way it should be.