I get very sucked into my true crime blog posts, documentaries, and shows and this kid pops into my mind weekly. He left in the middle of the nite with his backpack, took his dad's truck and drove it to his dad's office where he took a gun with him. His Dad said that he wanted to live in the wilderness and had been reading books about the topic, ( Read more... )

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If its one thing that will always be of comfort to me, it's the fact that I will always have my ✨melancholia✨ it's what folks don't like about me, doncha know! I feel confident about myself in general but it's like......why? I'm pretty but men hate me. People be like "why do you hate them???" Cuz none of them like or love me. It's certainly THE ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I had the chance to sit here and marinate and write. My mental state has been all over the place lately and it hasn't been the best for things that really make a difference in your life such as sleep being the biggest one I can think of off the top of my fried skull. Lack of sleep is truly fucking with very core of my being ( Read more... )

This weekend went ok, I always feel awkward in certain family situations though and I wonder what the other relatives think of my division of the fam. We drove to Kent Island on Sat for my Grandmom's cousin's 75th b-day party and it was good to see my relatives since it's been too long. It was super hot outside and so my Mom, G-mom and me stayed ( Read more... )

Day 3 of juice cleanse- I feel hungry on and off but mostly it hasn't really been so bad. I realized today that I definitely need to be conscious of drinking more water because I had an awful Charlie's horse last night and my fingers have been kinda achy today. I'm sure it's lack of food and toxins coming out. I only have several hours left on this ( Read more... )

Day 2 of juice cleanse- My stomach kinda hurts but not in a hungry way. Possibly like an explosive poop kinda way? I'm sure that will happen on Friday or even better, Saturday when I'm heading over the Bay Bridge to go to my relative's b-day party! We already talked about celebrating by getting Bubba's on Friday night and for me, I think that's ( Read more... )

The weekend for once did not run me ragged so mission accomplished on relaxing. Saturday I went shopping with Uncle Jerry and then hung around the house cleaning and working in the garden for the rest of the day. Sunday I went to my grandparents house to visit and my Grandmom was having a bad day. She seems to be a little confused at times, which ( Read more... )