so my dad is in the hospital. his blood pressure dropped to 65/30 which is really low. the doctors think he may have had a stroke. its scary because my dad's dad died at the age of like 50 and my dad is 43 and doesn't live a very healthy life. i can't go home to see him at all until maybe the summer (2nd week of may) but then i'm not sure because i ( Read more... )

depression is a tricky thing to deal with. for no reason at all i just feel like the worst human ever. I have no self confidence and i think everyone hates me. There is no real reason for me thinking that, but i still do. My antidepressants aren't working, so i have no idea what i need to do anymore ( Read more... )

ATTENTION:

if you ever want me to contact you in any way.... you need to give me your number.

i got a new phone, but no numbers :(

its your choice.

happy holiday.

i'm sober.

drug test wednesday
yay

i hate niacin

life is wonderful.

DON'T TEXT ME. I MAY HAVE SLAMMED MY PHONE INTO A WALL AND BROKE MY FRONT SCREEN.

I hate how people insist on using other people all the time. Feelings get hurt when people get used, and i hate always being the person who gets hurt. I'll live. I have gotten smarter over the years, so i actually saw this one coming ( Read more... )

This past few months have been fucking insane. I have had a lot drama, a lot of homework, a lot of bills, but i also realized a shit ton about people who are now friends, and people who i thought were friends ( Read more... )

life is never what it seems.

i just wanna be loved, without being used. is that so hard to ask?

MY 2007 AWARDS

1) DRINKING BUDDY OF THE YEAR
A. Central - josh, nick, pete, justin, steve.
B. Home - lisa, nick roop, justin clasman, justin law

2) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (longest friend)
Kelly, Nicki3) NEWCOMER AWARD - COOLEST NEWEST FRIEND ( Read more... )

MY 2007 AWARDS

1) DRINKING BUDDY OF THE YEAR
A. Central - josh, nick, pete, justin, steve.
B. Home - lisa, nick roop, justin clasman, justin law

2) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (longest friend)
Kelly, Nicki3) NEWCOMER AWARD - COOLEST NEWEST FRIEND ( Read more... )

MY 2007 AWARDS ( Read more... )