it is so weird looking back and seeing how much things have changed since like just a year ago.

i pierced my ear a year ago.
but took it out like 5 months later so les wouldn't find out.

i just pierced it again.

This is to the nights when you dealt with more drama than you wanted to cause you're a nice person. To the nights that you drank to much & made mistakes that no one forgot for months & months. This is to the nights that you hooked up with that guy, feeling used & alone after. To the nights you would have rather sat at home watching a movie, but ( Read more... )

i was the one you always dreamed of
you were the one i tried to draw
how dare you say it's nothing to me...
baby you're the only light i ever saw.
i'll make the most of all the sadness...
you'll be a bitch because you can
you try to hit me just to hurt me
so you leave me feeling dirty
because you can't understand...we're goin down and you can see ( Read more... )

fri 5/11- school then last chipot run in probably forever then orchesis show w. antwon then out w. kev & tony then marks ( Read more... )

"i don't know if you've ever felt like that,
you wanted to sleep for a thousand years.
or just not exist, or something like that.
i think wanting that is very morbid,
but i want it when i get like this.
that's why i'm trying not to think.
i just want it all to stop spinning."

-the perks of being a wallflower

4/20- school then keel came over for a little bit... went to big bowl w. antwon then saw in the land of women w. antwon keel ray and lindsay ( Read more... )

wed 3/21- stayed home sick but went to tumbling w. chi ( Read more... )

thank god for spring break.

friday 3/16- school then walked around w. keel til like 7 then went to jacks w. alyss ray nic stevey & rye ( Read more... )