Another year huh? Can't believe I came back as a grad student oh man. More time here? Oh well, mama said I should and that it was a good idea. She always know best. (Me and mama had a good summer together by the way, she made some pretty cool cookies). Can't never get enough science though so it ain't a thing with me really. Still got my same nice ( Read more... )

So now that Dell is around again I was thinking maybe I would try to get an internship at one of his partner companies, like one of them ones that does experiments with chemicals and stuff. I looked it up and I know there is one. So maybe I should talk to him sometime ( Read more... )

Spring break was relaxing and pretty cool. Mom was real happy to see me, for sure. I took her places, out to dinner and stuff, we had a nice time, just me and her. I know she's probably missin me real bad already, I'll have to go see her again soon. I gotta bring Sandy with me next time. Would that be cool with you, boy? She keep sayin how she'd ( Read more... )

Got some new icons. One from Clar and one from Sandy. Hahaha at least that way they won't kill each other. Shit's pretty low key right now but that's fine with me. Hell, that's the way I like it, so keep it comin. My girl Clar's birthday is comin up oooooweeeeee, we gonna have us a party girl you just watch.

Bellamy, you need to stay the fuck away from Clar and Sandy or I will fucking beat your ass to hell, you understand? I don't want you saying a word to them or nothing, you got me? And if I hear that you did I am gonna come after you and do another kind of explaining that you'll understand a little better. Me an Clar had enough of your bullshit and ( Read more... )

Back from Mama's house with Clar. We had good times, and Mama was real glad we were there, cause she was gettin lonely just like I thought she would. She was real glad to see Clar again, and the two of them made me the best damn chicken dumplings a man ever did eat in his life. I thought I had died and gone to heaven from these damn dumplings, oh ( Read more... )

Everything's fine with me and Clar, we aren't fighting anymore.

That was a good breakfast.

Everything is wrong. I thought this year was gonna be better, I thought it was gonna help me take my mind off of stuff, but it's just bein shitty. Sandy is all obsessed with the fuckin dean again, I can tell, and when I ask him about us he's all distracted, and Clar just hates me cause I'm a fuck up, and Mom is getting really lonely again. Good ( Read more... )

Why everything gotta hurt so much. Why cant I just... make someone happy, like, all the way. I'm always messin somethin up, every time.

Ace, I'm gonna take you up on that lunch offer this week.

Gonna go get some sherbet together for Clar now...

Sandy said he loved me. Well, kinda. He said "I LOVE YA BABY." But he said it all in caps like that, he never does that. I am so confused. We had a nice time the other night though ( Read more... )