Every now and then, I forget what I'm living for. My hands are always shaking, lately.

Life throws some heavy fucking shit at you sometimes, it's ridiculous ( Read more... )

Karma!

(Life has been SO GOOD for a year now.)

Get me the FUCK out of here.

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If we can't find a place in Marshfield, I'm moving to either Oklahoma or Florida with him. Either way, a big, big change is coming.

I don't think anything else is really going on lately.

Four hours. A few more sessions before it's done.


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Sometimes I'm talkative and sometimes you're not talkative. I know.
Sometimes you hear me when others, they can't hear me. Hallelujah!
Sometimes I'm naked and (THANK GOD) sometimes you're naked. Well, hello!"My landlord is coming Saturday and didn't give a reason why. If anything bad happens with our living situation and I need a place to go, I'm ( Read more... )

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Briana, I'm sorry Saturday didn't happen, I tried reaching you a bunch, and when it got too late I figured you either decided to do your own thing or fell asleep or something. I'm sorry. So I went to Salem on Saturday night randomly and stayed with Laura, who I had missed very very much. I drank a pint of Jager and didn't even realize I was ( Read more... )

One hundred and eighty degrees. That's exactly how my life has turned in the past few months. So much of my life and my being has changed from late spring, all through the summer, and now into fall. Fall? It's ironic, because I'm really falling. I don't know where I'm falling from or where I'm falling to, but it's happening and I'm comfortable ( Read more... )