it feels like a summer night, doesnt it? really calm and collected and silent like it should be upstairs when the lights are turned off and my parents are in their room .and when my mom opens the upstairs door to check if im asleep and for only that moment i stop whatever im doing and i dont move but sometimes i hear her whisper goodnight even if ( Read more... )

you know. i use to like valentines day.
what happened??
why am i this cynical mess?

something tells me, contrary to what i wanted, this wkend is going to be filled with tissues, apple juice, and sutafed.

AND I DONT WANT TO BE A JUNIOR.
" i dont want to grow up. but then again, i dont want to stay like this either"
- wise words.

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i walked outside today and it smelled like autumn. it didnt look like it, but it didnt need to. i cant wait for the leaves to change color and for it to be warm enough to wear a teeshirt, but cold enough to wear a light jacket. it always seems like i want what i dont have. my mom says fall "will come soon enough" , But the changing of the ( Read more... )

( i am now a dark brunette )

imatoytruck: HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY BROAT MY HERO ( Read more... )

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im going away 2morrow morning.

well i guess technically its this morning., in a couple hours

but i dont want to go to sleep.

in order to start this summer with a clean slate ...

i want some resolutions.. some commitment {to myself} and some new memories.

so comment if you're reading this . whether you have a livejournal or not
and give me ( Read more... )

school is over.

school is over
school is over
school is over
school is over
school is over

. and it still hasnt hit me

things i've discovered:

- sitting alone for 5 hours at the deli can do things to your head
- my cell phone hates me
- i would pay 578342075340290 dollars for my last 2 exams to be over
- i dont like being at home anymore
- when in doubt, ask my brother. always an entertaining answer garinteed.
- running fast feel soooo good
- only real ( Read more... )