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Life would be much easier if I didn't like him so much. It sucks when two people want something, but it just can't work out. It's crazy how lack of sleep can affect a person so much. Personality wise and everything. I miss him.. a lot. It has been hard to get off my mind ( Read more... )

It's kinda disappointing when there is someone who you look up to so much, and they prove in two days how low they can be. I guess jealousy can really get the best of people, but to be willing to base a relationship off of it, is quite sad. I really liked him a lot, too. Eh, everything happens for a reason, and this is yet another good example of ( Read more... )

Life has been pretty busy lately, but at the same time, it's been absofuckinglytely amazing. I've been going to work and school, which is taking up a good bit of my time, but in my spare time I've been seeing a lot of really wonderful people that I hadn't seen in a long time. I have some really amazing friends around, and I'm so glad I'm getting to ( Read more... )

It's pretty pathetic that I'm lying about eating to my dad so I don't have to go to Karen's ( Read more... )

It is wonderful spending the entire day in bed... and five hour naps are fabulous.

I have some really amazing guy friends in my life. I'm really glad that I'm starting to hang out with them and talk to them more. I think I've needed that for a while. Emin is hardcore good to talk to, so I hope I hang out with him a lot more.

Sometimes, you really just have to chill out and take a day to watch chick flicks. Uptown Girls is a freaking awesome movie.

So there comes a time in life where you feel like you don't deserve things or like you're not worth it. It kinda sucks. Sometimes I feel like I just don't deserve a good guy because I'm not good enough, and I think that's why I date such horribly shitty guys. Just sorta feel like it says something that I kept an asshole around for 2 years yet ( Read more... )

So God finally took that string with a nice guy that he's been holding out in front of me like a cat toy and put it down. Eh, he'll still be around, and you never know what will happen in the future.